:(
I couldnt resist it, i couldnt take it anymore.It's an impossible dream, and i noe that i wont be able to achieve it. I tried to make you notice, and yet nothing really turned out the way i wanted. Ive tried to make changes, Ive tried everything i know.
I noe that nothing i did would ever work, but i couldnt resist trying. Without you, I really have nothing to be inspired, nothing to be enthusiastic about. My motivation is dead.
Then Ive given up, and yet it hurts too much to let go. Why couldnt things be the way we wanted it?
it really hurts. The pain is unbearable.